Awkward things happen to me. All the time. I know that it's only awkward if you make it awkward, but honestly, I find most things to be awkward. In fact, I should just find some synonyms for the word so I sound like I know more than one word.
Awkward:
blundering
graceless
uncomfortable
incompetent
oafish
klutzy
uncouth
unpolished
unrefined
& my favourite...
inelegant.
I will have to work on using more of these words instead of awkward. Now that we have that out of the way, why is my life awkward? Well, I don't do well with people and my friend ditching me while with a guy well that leads to incompetent conversation and a lot of head nodding. Also, this leads to super uncomfortable things being said. Enough said? I think so.
This is going all over the place as usual but I will give you a life update.
School is fine, English is my favourite class even though it can be boring at times. I really like it, and I like my teacher and the assignments are fine. I am passing Biology, which is somewhat a shock, and surprisingly it is not my worst grade. Humanities is killing me. I love reading but honestly I could care less about Pluto and many of the other readings we have done for the class. Psychology is going as well as expected, I have a hard time with some of the teachings in that class (and bio) but it can be entertaining. My human development class is fine, its easy and I have found myself slacking off more in that class than any other class.
Church is good too, I still really like my calling in the institute committee and I still make treats every Tuesday night for institute. I love it, except for the attention and compliments. I would rather remain anonymous, because I never know what to say to people when they compliment me or how to act. I can be very graceless when people give me praise.
Home is good, my family is all here except for dad and Zach and all is well on that front except for the fact we all have colds and they are getting passed around. Sigh, What can you do?
That's all. I have an hour before my next class and I am in a good part in my book so I am going to read. TTYL.
